Disease

 Failure 

Funcional adult

But tonight I just want to hide under my blankets

Dont look for me

Tonight I dont want to be here

Just drinking poison again and again

tonight I cannot take care of myself

I been standing in business

For so long

I dont see the fruits

What else you want from me?

I try and try and try

And fail 

The struggle is real

Trying to make It day by day

But I am exhausted

If is not this is that

The waves are coming from every angle

I dont see them coming from me

I am trying to be positive

But I am nihilist

And nothing is working 

The armor is heavy

I just want to arrive home and take It off

But home never arrives

100 years in the war

Make me free